我想我能做回我自己（我可能不太正常）

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一句老话，耳朵都已经听出茧子了的那么老的一句话，“世界上没有完全相同的两片树叶，也没有两个完全相同的人”，很多人都知道这句话，也知道这句话的意思，也就是鼓励我们勇敢做自己，这句话也同样带给我了激励，我可能在一群人中格格不入，也有人觉得我不太正常，我也想过这个问题，但我最后得到了内心的答案。它说：“你可能不是个正常人，但是你喜欢这样的自己。”是的，我可能不是个正常人，但我想成为我自己。

我接触的人不多，就算接触了也不了解他们真正的想法，所以我不知道是很多人都跟我一样，还是我确实很特别，所以我不敢说别人是否在真正的做自己，我只能说我在做自己，仅此而已。

我是个外向的人，这是在往好了说，说不好听说，我就是个逗比。

我这样的性格，可能有人会说，这很正常啊，谁不是个逗比呢，确实是这样，不过呢我逗比的程度可能超出了你们的想象。我也不知道为什么，应该很多人都这样，我就喜欢看着我周围的朋友跟我在一起的时候能够很开心，所以为了搏他们一笑，我可能就会各种整活，虽然很多时候都会出糗，但是他们因为我出糗而笑了，我觉得我也能接受，甚至于有时候我会故意把我的糗事分享给他们。所以是我朋友的人一般都会知道关于我的很多糗事。

可是呢，随着我接触的人越来越多，也确实会有人对我的这种行为提出质疑。‘为什么要做个逗比呢，做个正常人不好吗？’、‘为什么要故意这样呢，你安静一点可能会更像个人。’、‘为啥喜欢哗众取宠呢，你是小丑吗？’……说这些话对我没影响那肯定是假的，毕竟谁喜欢被别人说不好呢，而面对他们，我也确实不知道该说什么。随着这种话在我身边出现的频率越来越高，我开始对自己产生了怀疑，我这样，是不是真的不太正常。

在这样的反思中，终于有一天我得到了答案。我的正常和他们的正常不太一样，而且不管别人怎么看我的这种正常，不管他们认为我是小丑也好，哗众取宠也罢，我就是我自己，就算我真的是所谓的不正常，那对我来说也是正常的，我喜欢我自己的这份正常。

我们不能别人的质疑而改变自己，当然也得分清楚这份质疑的出发点是什么，是为你好还是单纯的嘲讽你，如果是为你好，你可以自己思考一下，想一下你喜欢怎样的你。如果我们随随便便就改变，那到最后真正的你会在哪里，你又怎样分得清谁才是真正的你，到底是要做别人眼中的你，还是你心目中的你自己。我不知道你们会作何选择，但对于我来说，我会坚持做我自己。

我可能不是个正常的人吧，但是我想成为这样的自己。你呢？

思 维 导 图

The old saying that the ears had heard the cocoon of the old sentence ，" there are no exactly the same two leaves in the world, no two exactly the same people ", many people know this sentence, also know the meaning of this sentence, that is, encourage us to be brave, this sentence also inspired me, I may be out of place in a group, some people think I am not normal, I have thought about this question, but I finally got the inner answer. It says ，" you may not be a normal person, but you like yourself ." Yes, I may not be a normal person, but I want to be myself.

I don't have many people in contact, even if I do n' t know what they really think, so I don't know if a lot of people are like me, or I' m really special, so I can't say if others are really. I can only say I' m doing myself, that's all.

I am an extrovert, this is to say, to hear, I am a tease.

My character, some people may say, this is very normal ah, who is not a tease, it is true, but I may be more than you think. I don't know why, there should be a lot of people like this, I like to watch my friends around me when I can be very happy, so in order to fight them smile, I may have all kinds of work, although many times will be embarrassing, but they laugh because of my embarrassment, I think I can accept it. Even sometimes I deliberately share my embarrassment with them. So people who are my friends generally know a lot of embarrassing things about me, but as I come into contact with more and more people, I do have people questioning my behavior. 'Why do you want to be a tease? Is it not good to be a normal person ？' 'Why do you want to do this on purpose? You might be more personal if you were quiet .' 'Why do you like grandstanding? Are you a clown ？' ……

It must be false to say these words to me. After all, who likes to be said by others, and in the face of them, I really don't know what to say. As this kind of words appeared more and more frequently around me, I began to doubt myself, I do not really normal. In such a reflection, finally one day I got the answer. My normal is not the same as their normal, and no matter what others think of my normal, whether they think I am a clown or a grandstanding, I am myself, even if I am really called abnormal, That's normal for me, and I like my own normal.

We can't change ourselves by questioning others. Of course, we also score clearly what the starting point of this question is, whether it is for you or simply mocking you. If it is for you, you can think about yourself and think about what you like. If we change casually, then where will the real you be in the end, how can you tell who is the real you, whether to be in the eyes of others, or your own mind. I don't know what you' ll choose, but for me, I'll stick to being myself.

I may not be a normal person, but I want to be such a self. And you?

参考资料：百度百科。

翻译：谷歌翻译。

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